My Thoughts: 22nd Feb 2011

myconstantrambling-nicole:

2 very unfortunate incidents in one week caused me to write both of these (there very personal)…

Nana (Eileen Denby)

Its a painful moment when we realise your not here

A life i do not know of overwhelming fear

we will remember you and miss you everyday

your in my heart and life each time…

She’s a little scared to get close to anyone cause everyone that said “I’ll always be here for you” Left.

(Source: christophergunn)

"everyone hides who they are at least some of the time, sometimes you bury that part of yourself so deeply that you have to be reminded it’s there at all and sometimes you just want to forget who you are all together."

- Dexter Morgan (via weplayedwithmatchesintherain)

thewordsalloverme:

I will be such a happy girl after tomorrow afternoon, I am sick to death of revision right now. I think I’ll be okay with my last one being psychology, but I know that right after tomorrow I need to start looking for a job, preparing + booking my theory test. Blegh, life.

So scarily similar to what I was just thinking!

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tuffghost-:

Bruno Mars - Just the Way You Are

(Source: oloxondroo)

It was like all along your plan was to make my life to hell, knowing that I wouldn’t be able to stand up to you, believing that you were always stronger than me. Somedays I believe that too, especially today, now that even in a room full of people I feel so fucking alone and that you tore away at every bit of confidence I had. Somedays I believe that, but most days I don’t. Not anymore, I won’t let you have the satisfaction of knowing you succeeded ’back then’. I won’t let you control me, and I won’t let you control my life.

"Andrew Largeman: You know that point in your life when you realize the house you grew up in isn’t really your home anymore? All of a sudden even though you have some place where you put your shit, that idea of home is gone.
Sam: I still feel at home in my house.
Andrew Largeman: You’ll see one day when you move out it just sort of happens one day and it’s gone. You feel like you can never get it back. It’s like you feel homesick for a place that doesn’t even exist. Maybe it’s like this rite of passage, you know. You won’t ever have this feeling again until you create a new idea of home for yourself, you know, for your kids, for the family you start, it’s like a cycle or something. I don’t know, but I miss the idea of it, you know. Maybe that’s all family really is. A group of people that miss the same imaginary place.
Sam: [cuddles up to Andrew] Maybe."

- (via chrlttnylr)

(via let-the-flamesbegin)
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reyvan:

If This Isn’t Love - Jennifer Hudson

kari-shma:

Zsolt Zsigmond

kari-shma:

Zsolt Zsigmond

There are days that I wake up, and I think “I want change” in all meanings of the phrase. I want to cut my hair short and dye it, or paint my eyelids in crazy coloured eye shadow, or talk to someone I admire but don’t know well. I want to catch a bus to an unknown place, or go to a cinema alone, but I can’t gather the courage to do these things, I ought to be more free and worry less